Thoughts rolling around my head are dark, to say the least!  I am stuck in a rut which includes losing everything that keeps my life going on a day to day, functioning level.  In my depths of woe, I've come to realize that there are other places in the corners of my mind that still grasp on to hope.  Of course, love is strong and my dear ones, it will always and forever be there.  Don't think of this as a signing off from me, just a pause, or hiccup, if you will oblige me the rant du jour.  Please remember all those that are rooting for you, myself in that number.  I love you.